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  • You Want to Live Again

    Okay, you want to live again

    Same question as before:

    What for?


    I know you’re asking me


    Of course I’m asking you -


    You see I’m also asking me

    Because I’ve answered this before


    You’ve also given reason why you shouldn’t


    Well, I wasn’t asking you

    I’m asking me

    And I’ve done a lot of things

    I always thought I wouldn’t


    But now getting back to me


    Of course

    It’s always about me


    It is


    I know

    Sometimes I just get bored exploring

    “What is wrong with me,” or

    “What might make me want to live”


    I think there must be some reason


    I think there must be some reason


    Even you?


    Of course you would, but still I wonder


    Yes, I wonder


    So what for?


    Much the problem with connection

    If only tethered by affection

    Or some pleasurable action -

    If there is no obligation

    Without pleasure or affection

    Should I not just altogether

    Discontinue interaction?


    I have wondered


    I have wondered


    There’s continued interaction


    And still

    Much of it is pleasant

    But this isn’t necessarily

    Sufficient reason for existence


    So you, ask


    As if you would rightly know


    To be, with reason

    It might be said then

    Is something beyond you


    And beyond me


    I think so too


    But still

    Some reason ought to do-

    Regardless if it’s me or you

    To think of it


    I have to choose


    So anything?


    Not anything


    Then anything that comes to mind?


    There must be joy

    That we can find in what we do

    If I can say what ought to motivate us

    You

    Or me

    Or I

    Or somehow us together

    Living to enjoy the being

    Doing not to cement or gain

    Or fight so often

    Being for the light and wind

    That make clouds, trees, and grass dynamic


    For the wind again

    For the flight it makes possible


    Yes

    Even birds could not be what we hope to see

    Without unseen

    Often unappreciated

    Natural forces that peak our interest

    Only because of some spectacle


    And there is much spectacle

    https://hellopoetry.com/poem/4649903/you-want-to-live-again/

    z0v:

    A look back at Tom Hardy’s MySpace pictures from the mid-2000s.

    The actors old MySpace ‘About Me’ section read:

    “I act for a living now adopting characters for money, it is a language I was born into. I’m Grateful, arrogant self centred, tenacious, versatile, honest, honourable, loyal, loving, gentle, consistent, reliable, focussed, prideful, passionate and nuts. I have a head like a disco ball, if I say I’ll do something, unless I absolutely can’t it gets done, I never give up on humanity, I love people. I want to see communities stand up, honest and open, flexing to the fullest of their capabilities and combined usefullness. happy. I laugh at bullies. I am reactionary but I have learned to hold my tongue and my trigger finger.”

    (via xenosagaepisodeone)

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